I think I have found my escape in the harshness of life. In this place, I challenge myself a new level everyday. In this place, I am strong. In this place, giving up is never an option. And lastly, in this place, I can be who I've always wanted to be and achieve what I've always wanted to achieve.
For the longest time, I have been trying to find that one thing that gives me that adrenaline rush. That feeling of accomplishment, that feeling of power. I have searched and tried and still am looking for that one thing. I'm not sure what that one thing is but I know I'm one step closer to finding it everyday.
Life right now is insane. I have so many things on my mind and sometimes, I honestly think I'm going to lose it. Yes, people tell me to chill but honestly, who can chill about something that means so much to them? Sigh. I actually highly doubt anyone can understand this blog post because it's so deep and vague but at this very moment, I need the strength to hold on.
And if clubbing can give me that vibe when I'm legal, I would club.
However, if the club is just going to be a place where sadness hides, I'll quit.
And maybe, just maybe, I should stop swearing too.
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